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It is really tiring to be happy, real or fake, all the time. Sigh.

Day 30 - My reflection in the mirror

Dear Reflection,

I wish you could be skinnier, taller and prettier. I wish you could be more perfect than I am now. But if I would be worse off, then let me remain as I am.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 29 - The person I want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

Dear Someone(s),

It's more of phrasing than afraid. I want to say it out, but I dont exactly know what I feel and how to phrase it into words. Maybe when I can put it all into words, I will tell you everything. Until then, it will remain inside me.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 28 - Someone that changed my life

Dear Everyone who has been into my life,

Thank you for inspiring, encouraging and tolerating me. I believed I have changed, better or worse that I cannot tell. For those who have changed me for the better, thank you. For those who have changed me for the worse, I won't blame you. Afterall it's my own choice, and it's all parts and parcels of life.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 27 - The friendliest person I knew for only one day

Dear Anyone,

I guess most people are quite friendly on the first day we met, except for a few. Thanks for being my friends and talking to me. Having all of you made my life more colourful, and definitely much more enjoyable. Cheers ! ;D

Love, Sieyuan

Day 26 - The last person I made a pinky promise to

Dear Someone,

I don't remember who, but it probably happened a long time ago. I can't remember, but I hope I didn't break that promise.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 25 - The person I know that is going through the worst of times

-NIL-

Day 24 - The person that gave me my favourite memory

Dear Someone,

I liked, and still like, that 3 messages you sent. And, I regretted not saving them in my phone. Now even if I want to, I can't see those messages anymore.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 23 - The last person I kissed

-NIL-

Day 22 - Someone I want to give a second chance to

Dear Someone,

Maybe if you asked, I would. It all depends, because I am not sure. But, you probably would not.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 21 - Someone I judged by their first impression

So far, there isn't any. Or rather I can't think of any.

Day 20 - The one that broke my heart the hardest

Dear Someone,

It's rather obvious who. Oh well, I bet you have moved on and forgotten about this. I am not sure if I have moved on or not though. When I see you again somehow, somewhere, I will get my answer. Until then, I hope I would have moved on.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 19 - Someone that pesters my mind - good or bad

Dear Main characters in different dramas,

You all will linger inside my head during and after I finish a drama series. It would be cool if things happening in drama can happen in my life. Then, my life would be more interesting.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 18 - The person that I wish I could be

Dear Echizen Ryoma,

I think you are very cute and cool. And your tennis is like pro. I wish one day I can play like you, but I know it's impossible. If you are real, I will probably go crazy over you. Please appear soon in a new series of Prince of Tennis.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 17 - Someone from my childhood

Dear Janice,

We were friends since kindergarten, but we were not close until upper primary. Although we are not close now, I will still remember you as my childhood friend. How I used to go your house very often since you only stay one storey below my grandma house. Have fun in JC.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 16 - Someone that's not in my country

Dear Huiling,

I hope you are enjoying yourself now in US. Come back sometime to meet up yeah ! ;D Miss you.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 15 - The person I miss the most

Dear Someone,

It's been really long since we last met. Probably more than 1 year. Sometimes I kind of wish I will see you on the streets someday. But then, we will probably just smile, hello and walk off. Or maybe you won't even see me. Thinking of that, it may be better if we don't meet at all. Oh well..

Love, Sieyuan

Day 14 - Someone I've drifted away from

Dear Someone,

It's a pity we ended up becoming so stranger-like. Until now, I still don't know what happened that resulted in us being like that. Nevertheless, thank you for being in a period of my life. It was nice knowing you. I wish you all the best for your future.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 13 - Someone I wish could forgive me

Dear Whoever I've hurt unknowingly,

I'm sorry if I have caused you any harm, whether intentional or not.

Love, Sieyuan

Day 12 - The person I hate most

Dear Hacker,

Thanks for hacking my maple account and leaving my nicely dressed character naked. Thanks for taking every single valuable thing in my inventory. I hope you die early.

Love, Sieyuan

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